February 2012
8 posts
I’ve been falling asleep every where due to this new running program that I’ve been doing that requires me to wake up at 5AM. It’s also made me really unhappy and tired. But it’s also for a good cause.
Why should I do?!
You know those moments when you realize why you’re friends with someone?
Well this week I had ten of those moments. I’ve gone back and forth on my suite since I didn’t really know half the girls at the beginning of the year but I’m really starting to love all of them. Now I sort of wish I was living with them next year.
Anyways, this is sappy.
It’s hard for me to feel settled and completely at peace but sometimes there are those moments of quiet that make me feel like I can take on the world.
January 2012
2 posts
merp, wine makes me emotional
It takes a lot for me to actually like someone. I try hard in college to have lots of friends and maintain a lot of relationships but honestly there are very few people I genuinely love and I’m glad I have y’all and that is enough.
Sometimes it feels like we should just spend our lives together but distance is probably healthier in the long run for personal growth…
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the best feeling in the world is being so full...
Now you may think that this is wasteful but this may actually be the state at which I am most content and happy so leave me be.
December 2011
22 posts
Invest in relationships not money.
I’m not sure if I should be happy or sad but it seems that I’ve reached a point in my life where there are very few material things that I want. Or almost none. I guess its a good thing because that means I have well, everything that I want. But at the same time maybe its a bad thing because that means I definitely have too much. I think I’m going to stop buying clothes as a...
in the moment: I'm finally entering the... →
onehandclap:
Despite my best efforts to keep my keyboard for just a little longer, apparently I’m fighting an uphill battle. Like usual.
I’m deciding between the Droid Razr and the Galaxy Nexus. By that I mean I’m getting the Razr because it has a kevlar back and it comes in white. But I’m not all that happy…
Honestly, as much as I hate iPhone users I think I’m going to get one...
One last time.
One last final and then I’m finally done. :)
I have to say this semester has been pretty solid. I live with people I like, while they may be a little bit of crazy all the time. I’m doing pretty well in school. I no longer do every activity on campus. I get plenty of time to go hiking. I think the only thing that could make this better is getting to leave sooner. But going to a open...
I had work from 1-8 today.
So after my friend finished her exam we drank and vaped. My work is honestly a joke.
I’m so antsy to go home though I have enjoyed the past few days chilling with my suitemates who are left and hanging out with people that I otherwise wouldn’t. I can’t wait till I get to sleep in!
Funk
Sometimes I get into these funks where I feel like I’m really not making and difference in life as if I’m existing just to exist. It’s not even a matter of unhappiness just unsatisfied. Those are the hardest to shake because at least if I’m unhappy I know I can just go home or leave my environment but dissatisfaction requires me to make lifestyle changes.
Sucks when you have to do work and your roommate wants to sleep but she has to sleep in pitch dark.
Can I just be done now?
2:30 exam
And I’m listening to Sexy and I Know It.
Never been more falsely confident.
HALLOWEEN NEXT YEAR
Sun baby from Teletubbies.
More for my own memory.
Yesterday night
I was basically sexiled as I came back to my common room with my friend and heard my roommate having sex.
But then I got to spend some quality time with my friend and hang out with suites that I otherwise would not have/watch Homeland.
I also learned so much about my perception of people and how some people perceive me. So before I went to bed one of the guys that I was talking to approached me...
Trenchcoat math
baolisi:
I finished a semester of discrete math. I halfway understand most of it. Now I hope to pass!
In other news, maybe I’ll be going to Kazakhstan next semester. Thoughts?
Dylan would drag you into this.
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Small things will break you but small things can put you back together.
Like listening to The Moth? :)
My toe
So yesterday I was running up the stairs and my toe nail got caught and it ripped it off. Now I’m stuck in bed because our Health Services isn’t open and I don’t really think I need to go to the hospital. This sucks.
that awkward moment when your professor asks if you know the name of the girl next to you in Chinese class and its a 8 people class on the second to last day of classes and the you have no clue.
Discoveries of living with a suite
The reason you would ever feel bad about yourself is when you’re letting other people decide who you are. When you feel the least bit insecure stop letting other people affect how you think.
#elmundoessuyo
November 2011
32 posts
love the security gards at the gym
One of them just came into the pool while I was writing my essay and said “Your letter to Santa Clause is only suppose to be three lines!”
remember when things were so much easier?
can’t we just go back to those times?
WHAT IS THIS SHOW?
rocknrollercoaster:
first 30 minutes of class
falling asleep hard core.
library
Guy next to me is freaking out/talking to himself and banging on the table.
This is the Reading Room. Why is he here?
My friend just came by and filled all our water...
#sometimesIusetumblrasmytwitter
This paper is freaking me out. 4 hours...
Now I know I've been MIA for the last week
Not responding to texts, picking up calls, answering emails, hang out with people but here’s why:
1. I have 3 essays and 2 tests on Monday and Tuesday.
2. I’m sick.
3. I had 7 hours of Gospel Choir today.
4. One of the RAs called the cops on us for “suspicious smells.”
5. I’m starting to realize that while I’m Bitch Be Crazy all the time, it’s not...
going to bed, finally.
“I can’t wait to move into a nursing home with all my friends.” - Emma
Overheard at the shuttle
aubaby:
“I really hate when girls wear perfume that your ex-girlfriends used to wear.”
“Yeah, I’m really adverse to Abercrombie and Fitch now..”
this is a real problem.
My suite.
“Do you have a condom?”
“I don’t really believe in them.”
I have a really low tolerance for people being mean to me.
Proof: Yesterday we wee passing around a sign up sheet to meet with the professor. The kid next to me passed it to the kid behind me and not me first. I really wanted to cry.
Even inadvertent meanness is more than I can take.
I’m pretty sure this is also something I should work on..